Glow.

stevenrosas:

You are still here….living, breathing, smiling, laughing. You have people who care about you, even if it’s just one person in a world of millions, sometimes that little love is better and deeper than the love of many. I know that feeling of the huge gaping hole in the middle of your chest that nothing seems to fill. I know the constant longing and yearning for the person who ripped out whatever filled that hole to return with open, loving arms and make you theirs once again. But remember, there was love in you before them, and there is love in you now. Don’t waste time mulling over your relationship, kicking yourself for where you went wrong, instead remember the good times.

Remember the sweet bliss of a warm body next to yours, holding you as if they never wanted to let go; remember the jokes and the games and the laughter, the soft kisses and the sweet nothings; remember how much you enjoyed loving that person. Don’t focus on the moments where you felt neglected, angry and ignored, focus on the moments where you felt happy. Love is not something that occurs once in a lifetime, it happens when you open up your heart to someone with no fear of the consequences. Love is brave and honest, so remember to treat it as such next time, because there will be a next time. I know I don’t know any of you, but I do know that everything will be okay in the end and if it’s not okay, then it’s not the end. Stay strong. <3

I am not a child now
I can take care of myself
I must not let them down now

I must not let them see me cry, 
‘Cause I’m fine, I’m fine

I’m too tired to listen
I’m too old to beleive
All these childish stories

And there is no such thing as faith,
And trust, And pixie dust

I try and try
To understand 
The distance in between
The love I feel
The things I fear
In every single dream

I can finally see it
Now I have to believe
All those precious stories
All the world is made of faith,
And trust and pixie dust

I’ll try
‘Cause I finally beleive
I’ll try
‘Cause I can see where you see
I’ll try, I’ll try, I’ll try

To fly.

From Peter Pan 2, “I’ll try”

(: now I know. thanks (:

No point in going back for what that has been lost.

I’m sorry.

Wouldn’t think you’d come back here and see this,

but I’m sorry for not understanding.

I guess you might even hate me for saying so many “I’m sorry”s to you.

I don’t know. I just feel like I’ve did something wrong, and I need to apologize.

But what have I done wrong?

Until now I think I’ve only realized it.

I will forget about you.

I guess you didn’t really like me that much in the first place anyway.

I guess I was too obsessed.

I wish you happiness.

What am I even talking about?

I wish I could get into an accident or something, so I can lose my memories, like in the movies, so that I won’t feel horrible reliving those lost memories.

Damnit.

That’s not going to work, right?

Figures.

I’m lost.

stevenrosas:

Sometimes when you are with someone whose presence in your life is greatly appreciated, they do not always know how important they are to you. If you want them to know, you have to show it to them. You have to make them feel like they are needed, wanted and loved.  When someone really listens to us when we talk it shows that they value our opinion, it tends to make us feel good about ourselves. It makes us feel like we are needed. This is a very important thing for lovers to do for one another. Listen carefully to what they have to say and then show that you value their conversation.  Know that it’s okay to be independent, but in a relationship it makes a person feel important when they can help their lover.

Knowing that you are needed can give you a sense of security. So, with that in mind, be sure to allow your lover to help you when help is offered freely and it doesn’t put them out too much for your liking, you know? With that as well, showing a person respect is a great way to show them that they are important. Never be condescending to, or about, your lover and if you are, be sure to apologize. This goes for in private, in public, when your lover is with you and when they are not. In other words, saying anything less than neutral about them is inappropriate, even when they are not around to hear it. There is no way to make a person feel unimportant and unloved faster than speaking ill of them. So always speak highly of them, they are your other half.  <3

stevenrosas:

Real love doesn’t necessarily knock you off your feet. It doesn’t fix you or your life. Real love is something that can be felt in the depths of your soul and seen in the smallest actions between two people. Real love is the love between two people, that makes both people better, but not in the way that it is making them whole. Real love starts with complimenting the soul, complimenting the real person. it comes when you’re at peace with yourself, when you know what you want, what you like, and how what steps you feel you need to take you there. At the very least, you need to be in touch with yourself, and know how to take care of yourself, because that is when you can let someone else in. 

There has to be a compatibility and a sense of excitement, but this will change over time. It’s the syncing up of two people in this respect that equates to great love, and when it isn’t working, the great loves can talk about it and know how to fix it. Real love is the feeling of knowing that your person is with you, even if they’re physically not. It’s the trust, the admiration, the respect that you have for your person, and you know you have from them. It’s the smiles you get from just thinking about them, and it’s the constant of these feelings. Most relationships start with these feelings, at least at some point, but real love realizes that there are days when you don’t have the same feelings on the surface, but deep down, you know it’s there. <3

Stood in the middle of the rain.

Sun rain?

Hmmmm.

What happened when I stepped out into the rain was quite funny.

I got pulled back in, and got told that I shouldn’t stand in the middle of the rain because I’ll get sick.

After several times of jumping into the rain and pulled back out from it, I finally ended up walking in the rain with the very person who forbid me to stand in the rain. :D

…

Well.

At least I’m not standing. I’m walking. :D

-Jam-